I can't ever kill that little bit of hope before af is due either. Sometimes, I wish I could squash it down so that it would never come back because in my case, I'm always let down. I hope that you get good news or a bfp tomorrow though.
Kalisu! I know right! It's been five years and I have never received good news from a doctor besides "at least your right tube is open" lol I've been taking HPTs everyday and they're all very negative... I don't even know why I'm doing this to myself.