I'm not sad I'm just really lost. Really completely lost. I've been in ttc pergatory for so long I can't tell which way is forward and which way is back.
I dread telling my husband in five days that we still aren't pregnant. I can't even assume anymore that there is a legitimacy to buying pregnancy tests and pretending that this month was different than all of the others.
I know we're going to be late. I'm always late or early or skipping periods all together. If I'm right on time I'd take it as a bodily insult.